I So Wanted to....

The Lonely Path...

I so wanted to love you.....
That it hardly mattered whether you are a man or a woman or something else.....


I so wanted to hold you.....
That it never mattered how........or to what extent.........  

I feel so lonely without you...

I so wanted to be with you..........
That it seemed futile to think of the miles between us...........




I so wanted to miss you..........
That you were there with me each and every moment.........Day and night..........Dawn to dusk......



Did I just say.......I wanted to?!!!

If you are with me then everything is beautiful and bright...

-EnigmaVision

Trying to Capture the Moment... Forever...

I am trying to capture this moment in my eyes ........as a forever thing.......... cos I don't know how long I will be in this place.........

This place......... which has become a part of me.............. Some sort of definition....

As I see the deep..........gray............ light clouds passing by.........

The ones which rose above..........as they already showered somewhere............. ready to shower... some place else......

I can feel the cool moist breeze touching my face.............. Touching me........... My entire being.........

I am actually breathing it............ cos I want to capture it all!!!

This is a feeling which is so not possible to describe in words...........

Far away from the physical realm and realities of life........... accentuating my entire existence.........

-EnigmaVision