The Soul of Soul....

Soul of soul...

The word "soul" fascinates me lately......
Maybe because the use of this particular word has increased tremendously over the recent years!
Wherever we go.... we hear this fascinating word.....SOUL!!!

Writers, painters, musicians, artists, architects, businessmen & even laymen.... everyone uses this word.
So, I wanted to know the real meaning of this word....SOUL.......
Maybe it is way too much than just a four letter word!

I am not interested in the bigger picture! I am just interested in the soul of the word soul!

It is said that everything has a soul. Even the things or entities that are non living! Be it humans, animals, a work of art or architecture or a superior soul (i.e. God)!

Sole Soul

I Live No More...

You are my Sunshine...

I exist in a World so dark that....... 
When you came as a ray of light.....
I was scared ....to even open my eyes.... cos they would hurt!! 

I didn't know what to say.... 
I fell short of words....

I didn't know how to feel....
I got rid of feelings...

I didn't know how to convey...
I forgot to express...

I didn't know how to love... 
I forgot being loved....

My tears became so shy...
That they too look for solitude...

The walls around me got so strong.....
That I forgot to become vulnerable....  

I fear... I just breathe .... but live no more!!


-EnigmaVision

I Live No More...

The Death of God...

The never ending demands/wants/desires of man

God was not killed once..... or twice!
He is killed everyday......Every moment.... every minute.... every second....

He was not killed by One.... or Someone....
He is killed by Everyone.....

It is said God is present in ALL of us....
...& as a part of that omnipresent being...
Whenever we kill others.... We kill God...
Whenever we kill ourselves...... We kill God.... 
Whenever we kill each other.... We kill God...

The dreams... the desires...... the needs... The love... the pain.... that make us.....
Whenever we kill these things.....in us as well as others... We kill God....

The soul.... The trust..... The sacrifice....
Whenever we kill these.... We kill God....

We kill God for quenching the thirst of power and greed....
We kill God for fulfilling our never ending wants or demands....
We kill God to create boundaries and walls....
We kill God when instead of believing in God we believe in religions...
We kill God when we don't Love but Fear God...
We kill God when we look within but find No God!!!

-EnigmaVision

Look within and see no God...

The Reflection...

The Reflection...

The reflection....... however real it may look......  is still just a reflection!!!

I looked into the waters...... 
Still water...... 
& saw my reflection.....

It was peaceful...... hence deceiving....
I tried to make it... a little real....
So, threw a stone at it..... to create ripples.... 

It looked better.....
As it became a somewhat similar reflection of my inner self....

After that....I just walked away....
.... & so did my reflection...!


-EnigmaVision

 

I am Falling Again.......

I am falling again.......& I like it....... 

Or not......... but I am falling again..... 

Is it that I am becoming weak again...........?!!

Is it that I am being trapped again...............?!!

 

I am scared that I am falling for the same you again........!!

Knowingly..........Unknowingly......

I am falling ..... falling again......

And I don’t want to lose control.......
....but I am losing control........
....& I fear... that I am falling again...



-EnigmaVision

I So Wanted to....

The Lonely Path...

I so wanted to love you.....
That it hardly mattered whether you are a man or a woman or something else.....


I so wanted to hold you.....
That it never mattered how........or to what extent.........  

I feel so lonely without you...

I so wanted to be with you..........
That it seemed futile to think of the miles between us...........




I so wanted to miss you..........
That you were there with me each and every moment.........Day and night..........Dawn to dusk......



Did I just say.......I wanted to?!!!

If you are with me then everything is beautiful and bright...

-EnigmaVision

Rain Rain Go Away....

It's raining inside and out!
The thoughts came flowing with it...
The words once blurred..
The memories, which were all washed away...
Hit me like a thunderbolt!
Questioning me about my whereabouts....
Leaving me with no explanations....


Maybe the rain could feel the rain inside me and hence could not stop!

Reigning my heart and ruining my existence was not enough that it came again?!

Those waters......that flowed down my cheeks..... were nothing but mere salt drops!
How much worth would mine be in that Ocean?!


"Rain rain go away...!", I said but then a voice within replied,"Not when people are enjoying!"
As in a few people dance to its rhythm. 
It is joy to them. A pleasure!
The lovers kiss each other on a rainy day.
Wet, wet is everything!
The feelings, the face, the lips... the clouds and the rain...
It isn't so bad when it rains!!


So what if it happened?! 
So what if I cried?!
So what if the rain never stops.......


-EnigmaVision