I am...

I am...

The impractical in the practical world...

The insane in the sane world...

The callous in this compassionate world...

The insignificant in this meaningful world...

I am...

I am waiting for that day...

EnigmaVision

I am waiting for the day... 

When the water cannot drown me...

When the fire can no longer burn me...

When the air cannot sway me...

When the earth cannot engulf me...



-@EnigmaVision

The Conflict Within...

Most of the time.... 

It is not the external conflict that kills people....

It is the internal ones!!!



It is easy to fight with outsiders...

...and almost impossible to fight with the insider...



The battles won outside is of no importance if the internal battle is lost!!!



The so called close or related can cause more harm than any other entity...

That's because they got more emotional power over us....

...and it is the destruction of that very power.... through the same power..... makes a person completely powerless....





-EnigmaVision

The Conflict Within...

So What If I Miss You...

So what... If I miss you...

So what..... If I miss you???

Miss you to the point where I can no longer miss you!!!

Miss you to the point where it becomes intolerable!!!

Miss you to the point where death seems easier!!!

So what.... If I miss you???

Miss you a lot... a lot.... a lot.....

Even "a lot" is not enough!!!

That never was a question in the first place....

The question is not whether I miss you!!!

The question is whether I should miss you or not???

If not.... How do I stop myself....???

Stop myself from missing you.... Or rather say... My own self!!!


-EnigmaVision

I don't want to get lost...

We All Live to Hope and Hope to Live...

The Soul...

Everyone wants to live....

No one wants to die...

Even when we want to die.... We still hope to live....

Sometimes we want to die because we are not able to live.....



No one wants to die.....

Everyone wants to live....



Death is the ultimate reality.....

Life is hope, dreams, expectations, desires...........

My Soul...

We all want to live....

We all live to hope....

....& hope to live!


-EnigmaVision

I Want to Run Away...

I Want To Run Away...

Till this day...... I had been running and running and running......

Running away from myself.....

Now... I feel no other way......... but to run away from you.....

I have had enough........

I carried you... Long enough.....that led  to my confinement.



I don't need to live by the rules set for you.........

I don't need to abide by the restrictions imposed on you.....

I don't need to work in order to fulfill what is demanded of you....


Now........ No more.....


Now you have to tolerate me..... Till you can no more!!!


-EnigmaVision

I don't want to carry you anymore...

When I Open My Eyes...

It is like a dream...

With you.... It is like a dream....

In fact.... It is a dream!




......but when I open my eyes............

You are no more with me...... 

Nowhere to be found....

When I Open My Eyes...

....and I find myself..... All alone...

In this crowded world......

....Where I feel.... I don't belong anymore!!!
 
-EnigmaVision

I don't belong anymore...